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Through the eyes of a writer and traveler 😁! Life and some spiritual musings. |
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Welcome Y'all 🤠. I'm into animal rescue and rights. Positive vibes and activism! 😻🙏 It's been interesting for the past 20 years. Good folks on here and a great 😃 writing community. It's time for rethinking my writing and growing as a person . Sharing how to help others and ourselves 😉 has always been my motivation! Hugs 🤗 to new and old peeps! " The journey of 10,000 miles Begins with one step 🪜. --Lao Tzu What you don't like Don't do to another. Rabbi Hillel Do unto others as you would have someone Do unto you. Jesus 🙏 |
| Hi y'all, hope you're hanging on like me. It's been a rollercoaster in the world and in my own life. Tragedy with the souls killed in the DC plane crash. Responders finding the lost bodies, so family members can identify them. I've been physically drained and my days are filled up with keeping the clock fed! Meaning that I take certain meds on time. I'm sitting cross legged now on the ground, outside of the clinic having a much needed ciggy. I just saw my cool 😎 provider. My lab's are good 👍 and will stay on the current thyroid MGC. I was able to talk to her nurse about some of the things I went through as a teen and after. My life could make a good horror tale! I'm not even kidding. Maybe that's why I can find humor in the worst situations. At least most. It's cool and cloudy and hopefully won't rain before the new ride person gets here. It's quiet and hard to find that sometimes at home. I re visited " The quiet room" and I've been analyzing it. I woke up this week and decided to make it private. My sister couldn't believe I decided to not write it as personal information. She said " for 40 years all you wanted to do was write about your life. What changed?" I'm not even sure right now. Part of it was that there were so many views on it, I was surprised. Yet not one mention on any level like a review or something. That could be good because people were reading it but maybe bad because they didn't say if it was helpful. I'll have to read it again later or something. I was so sure about it being a good enough project to write for the Dear Me contest! It was exciting last week because it seemed that my writing had a planned purpose for the year. And wanting to have something positive to look forward to, besides all the work it's taking to " get better". I have like 5 or 6 bottles left of this horrid liquid, I must take an hour before I eat. Half hour before a pill to take! Arrrgggh. Sis tries to cheer me up " at least you aren't in chemo or something like that". True I'm counting my blessings it could be worse. I was afraid that it was serious. Anyway sorry for the rant! I'm not sure what God G-d wants me to do with my life and experiences. So many things can trigger me back to the past. I've learned from whom I called " my Cool Shrink" That I should " stay out of bad neighborhoods. Meaning the thoughts of dark negativity. In the past it could be that I didn't matter etc. Also she taught me to Revisit the past BUT Don't Remain/dwell in the past. I think it's a fine line to write about the past with an agenda to help others, yet it's not a story in this case. I used to think that " everything happens for a reason" That my life ( and everyone's) had a purpose. That God G-d in the end would show who really deserved to enter the Gates of peace. That the others wouldn't be happy there or deserving enough to be there. In my case there was a lot of injustices, because of others choices. The thing that got me through was my faith. That God G-d didn't want people to suffer, but couldn't prevent it. But was there to help us through it. On another note 🎵 After 3 years,we paid off the car! It's 12 years old and runs like a champ 🏆! Now the insurance won't be full coverage and can get sis a TV she can see. We watched all the Survivors! And most days I have to " dig Deep"! Just to make it through the day. This week we see the eye specialist and praying 🙏🙏🙏he has good news for her. That the retina specialist will help her see better. It's a big freaking deal in our world. Otherwise I don't want to think about it. It's like that old show "Beat the clock ⏰" We have to get to Pensacola while she can still drive. Please add your prayers to mine. And for a friend here who has been very sick. I noticed she hasn't been on yet. It's raining! I'm standing under a overhang. I noticed that this has become a journal! Bits and pieces 🧩 of life 😁! One day sis said " My life has become, four walls and a virtual life" Can't go anywhere but to the store and laundry 🧺. I'm either on my tablet or phone ". I said" I know what you mean, I see pictures come up on my memories feed, all the places we went and 10 years of raising the grandkids and going to the beach,or holiday market. And we are alone out here not too many places to go or parks. She said " Yeah and you've been so sick, can't get to the beach early enough, before it gets too hot at 11. I just want you to get better and be ok so we can do things again 😊!". I'm in the van now so I'll end this for now. Have a blessed weekend 🌹😁!+ |
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