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I recently started the New Year in the hospital having fallen and blacking out. My hospital nurses and doctors were very good and friendly. I used to be afraid of the hospital thinking that I will end up dead. Now I['ve been given a new refreshed life as a human. I don't have any after effects from the fall. I have a walker (called Rollator) and had to go through a whole slew of therapy. You'd think I can't speak or cook after falling. I thank God that I['m alive and that my outlook is bright. |
I've decided to suspend writing my story. The story reads like a common story that won't turn anyone's heads. I'm disappointed, but I'll try again, or maybe I'll return to writing it when there's less pressure from within. If it weren't for being ghosted by a devil, I would have continued on with writing. But as of now, the devil is in my thoughts but not in my stuff. St Michael the Archangel has the devil on a short leash and leading him down to Hell. But the ghosts that came from the fission of Glenda's identity into other identities are haunting me. Don't tell me that I'm complaining because of lack of talent. I had a Distinction added to my diploma for my MFA. Perhaps I should be happy enough with my blessings. Writing isn't a business anymore, it's just a hobby. And I'm in WDC enjoying the website and reviewing the work that so many of the members have written. I don't want to hold my pets and Dad hostage to the devil. They're vulnerable. So I have to give it up and curl up in bed. |
Dear Muse, I am stuck with this story I'm building. I know in my heart that the story isn't whole and I'm not able to beef it up with more to make it look better. I have an interfering ghost whose name is Glenda, she wants to replace me and send my spirit to Hell, while she takes over and lives my life, which isn't really ideal for anyone else. |