Red Opium.

I don't come here enough and I'm sorry. Hopefully this will change very soon. I don't want the only time that I come here to be when I'm feeling lousy.

How is everyone doing?

I've had a relapse. I'm back to cutting every day after not doing it for so long. So many months that I can't remember how long it's been. I guess it's scary, but I don't really think about it. I just do it. I haven't really spoke about it, even in my journal, which is the weirdest part. I feel like I'm just going through the motions and I think that's that part that makes me wonder what the heck is going on.

I do hope that everyone else is doing okay and I'll be by here more often. I promise.
Keep well.

-Ashley
In Your Dirtiest Pants