Red Opium.

I can understand why you cut yourself then. I would probably have done things the same way, but I can't say that it's the best thing to do.

I think the dream is a representation of your coping skills, and how you feel about life. Your subconscience has carried things farther thatn you normally would, as your rational self has "shut down" while you sleep. I think the only thing that will get rid of the dream would be to change your coping methods, but I don't think it will permanently go away.