Under Construction - MHWA Retreat

I'm sorry that happened to you. I've found that doing 'normal' things has helped in the past, like if you keep up the pretense of normality long enough, it kind of settles back into place. Of course, you can take that too far into "suppress everything" mode, which isn't very helpful...

Mania's always been a mixed bag to me. I definitely get what you mean about the "up, up, UP" feeling. I hope that you can get some sleep, despite it, though.

Also, I think it sounds like you still have done pretty well this year! Finishing all your spring and summer courses is hard.

And I will fight your mania if it tries to make you get a job now.

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."-Nietzsche