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First of all, just wanted to say that I love the name Zib! From now on you're gonna be Zib to me Elizabeth!! :P

Cait, I totally understand what you mean, I feel the same way too, like what the hell am I doing spending my time at school and working while I could be traveling around the world.. What can they teach me here that is essential to know about life that I can't learn on the road??
But that is my heart speaking.
I know that being in school etc, and everything I'm doing now isn't a waste of time, and I also think that traveling all the time, without knowing that I have a home somewhere, that I can go back to, a life that's waiting for me to return when I'm ready to, I wouldn't really be happy either.
And along with 'home' come responsibilities, bills that have to be payed etc.
So I guess I'm building a life for myself to go back to when the time comes that I will be able to settle down, or when the time comes that I just need to be home for a while.
Now all of this sounds great, but it doesn't take away the fact that I feel trapped inside my life sometimes (sometimes I'm quite happy with it too) and that the more of a life I create around me (job, friends, house, cats, boyfriend (which I don't have at the moment) etc etc) the more I feel trapped, like I've already settled down, even though I never wanted for that to happen yet..

I'm rambling again, forgive me..

Fea, when do you have to go back to college again, or are you already back there? And Cait, how long can you stay home. Does it still feel like home to you guys? When I go home (to my parents place) it doesn't at all feel like home anymore.
Nothing there is mine, all my stuff is here, but even the livingroom etc, none of that has changed, but it's just not home anymore.. Makes me sad sometimes..

It's only 7:30 PM but it feels like midnight to me! I guess it's because we set the clock back one hour last night, I guess I'm a bit desoriented because of that.. Or maybe it's just because of the Tequilla party we (my sister, her boyfriend and I) had over at my sisters place last night :P.

Have to get going now
Love you gals!!


"I'll ride the trail till the stars turn pale
And camp at the break of dawn
Nobody will know which way I'll go
They'll only know I'm gone."