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I have to pay double rent because I'm stupid..
I always pay rent automatically, they just get it of my account, so i don't really notice it happening (except that there's a whole bunch of money gone..) but last month for some reason that didn't happen, and I didn't even notice it!!
I had to pay rian for the cottage (she rented it) and some other things, so I didn't even notice I didn't pay my rent, since the money was gone anyway..
But then saturday I received a letter telling me I was behind on paying the rent, and that I have to pay it within 2 weeks, but I also have to pay the rent for this month is 2 weeks.
So that's 2x 263 euro's, and I only received 850 this month, because somehting went wrong at the hospital, and I'll get the rest next months. So that leaves me with about 300 euro's, and other bills that have to be payed (gas, electricity, water etc) I have some on my savings account, but I feel so frustrated when I have to use that, that's the money I saved to travel!!
There go my dreams...

But hey, this is just the way things are now, and I'll just have to do what I have to do to get through this month. But it's just so frustrating with christmas coming up, etc, and I want to buy everybody presents, and I won't be able to!!

Cait, that would be so cool if you could just stay home next semester!! Is it so easy to change college in the middle of the year? It'd be really cool!!
Yay!! you're going home today!! how long will you stay there? Have a great time!! Can you maybe someday send me pictures of your house and it's surroundings? I would love to know where you live!
Oh, i meant to ask this ages ago, when you and Zib met, did any of you take pictures of the 2 of you together?? I would love to see them!!

have to go now.

Cait, i got your letter, and I loved it!! I'll write back as soon as I can!!

"I'll ride the trail till the stars turn pale
And camp at the break of dawn
Nobody will know which way I'll go
They'll only know I'm gone."