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Ok, here it goes. I have about an hour before Rian, Rianne and Maartje will be here, for another cool night with the four of us, and in that hour I'm gonna try to catch up on all your posts. (which are a lot!!)

About what I wrote about working at the hospital: what I meant about not everybody dying peacefully is that some people die in their sleep, or are already in some kind of comatose state when they die, but other people actually choke to death, or die with a lot of pain, and I find it really hard to see that happen (obviously) esp when there's absolutely nothing you can do for that person.
I think that's what I hate most about my job, to stand by and watch bad things happen to people, without being able to do anything. Thank god most of the times we cán do something, which makes you feel a bit better.

No, I'm not a certified nurse yet, I will be in a year. And yes, you have to go to school for that, for 4 years, and I'm in my last year now. The training includes a lot of working in a hospital. You actually get payed too etc, and work as a nurse. Somethings you're not allowed to do yet, esp in the beginning.
In a way I can't wait until I get my diploma next year, but on the other hand it scares me too, I mean, of course I have a lot of responsibilities now, and you're always responsible for your own actions, but then I'll also be responsible for the actions of students that work under your supervision etc.. It just seems like a lot of responsibility to me!!


"I'll ride the trail till the stars turn pale
And camp at the break of dawn
Nobody will know which way I'll go
They'll only know I'm gone."