No name

Stop it...don't treat me soo.....
I'm not as special as people think I am.
Some people need to die...some people ask to die.
I'm not saying I'd like to die, but...
If it happened, I don't think it would be so bad.
Sure...people would feel bad for..alittle while,
But..then they'll feel fine again.
Not a huge tragedy...just a small one.
For those people I may have touched along the way,
They'll eventually forget...I won't hold it against them...that wouldn't be fair..
But, what is?? Not much I've seen.
Some people hold others up so high,
That at some point, they just have to fall...

Everything falls, around me, there's rubble,
But you don't see me crying...I refuse!
I won't let myself down this time, not again.
Crying is weakness.
Don't be mislead by the people who say that it is good for your well-being, growth, or whatever.
They just tell you that so you don't hate yourself afterward...I will never show weakness..
I hold it all in, deep inside..wanting to bust out, but I won't let it.
Others shouldn't know that you're hurting...no matter how much it kills you.
You keep the pain in, only showing your happiness..

"You sure do have them fooled..they don't know..you're not helpless..not against them..you're the normal one..don't turn on yourself now...It's almost over,you'll beat this time too..just close your eyes and don't look back..you might as well toss the mirrors, you'll never see what they see...because it's not really there. Remember..you made it all up..Some psycho you were, almost believing it were true..what were you thinking to forget all you are?? Be quite, be still..shh...don't say a word..we'll sit here and just pretend that you're pretty in your own ways..on the outside, and in...
Just, for yourself...
Go away."






"No name,....That's just like you..."