getting back..

Writing after long…
Everything’s so familiar and known…
But still so different.. so distant…
This keyboard, these keys…
On whom I used to transfer all my thoughts, my queries, all from my heart…
Suddenly seem so unfamiliar, so unknown…
Gosh! Long have I lost the touch,
The craze to write, to feel, to express…

Things have changed now, no more the same…
Feel sometimes lost and caught up in the new webs of life…
College, home, friends, family, ambitions… sinking me deep within themselves…
No time to even crawl back and fall,
To touch, to smell those unforgettable beads of past,
To breathe on those memories that I won and lost...
No time to look on to that other side of me,
Lost myself somewhere perhaps…

For the good or for the bad.. I dunno…
But whatever time brought for me,
I accepted religiously…
Tried to make no mistake on my way and holding on to all that I can…
Life’s tough but dangerous and exciting as I love it to be…
With new experiences, new people, new work, new aspiration, new hope…
Planning to make the best of it.. in whatever way I can!

Dreaming to be a shining star of someone,
Hoping to care, to love, to adore and support somebody…
Willing to make myself stronger, bolder and a hard worker…
Cherishing new dreams and happiness for my loved ones…
Going to be true to myself, to others.. on the right path, the right track…
And all those things that I always wanted, I craved for…

Thus adjusting to the new dimensions and relaxing myself among them…
But my quest for those sweet memories doesn’t end…
Each day I’m pinning in new ones…
And hope to do the same…
Lively, nice and rich memories, sweet memories…
I long for them…