Do You Really Love Me?

Do you really love me?
Did you really mean those lovely words of affection that has gotten my love for you to grow for all to see?
At first I would of believed you for the way you've been treating me.
At first those words would of brought me to harmony.
You had shown me that you love me.
By saying you love me to eye to eye.
Or by calling whenever you got the time.
Or if it was possible text me the sweetest thing or just simply texting me that you miss me or love me.
We had gotten out on dates and you got me to meet your friends and family.
Whenever you wanted anything from me, I'll do it ever so willingly.
For you are everything to me.
You had told me that you wanted to marry me.
That you wanted to start a family.
But after the one night of making love.
You had stoped your phone calls, having me call you instead.
Did I miss something that I should of compreheand?
Now you won't say you love me too cept when you want to say those words on your own.
Now you've gotten me here, looking at my cellphone waiting for your phone call that you had promised that you will do and wondering on those words that you say to me and wondering if you really do mean them when you say them to me.
So do you love me or are you just using me?



(This is about my life sorta. Since my boyfriend is doing this right now.... and the last part.... I am actully waiting for the phone call cause he said he was cooking so he'll call me back. Which so far there is no phone call.... so what do you think?)