Memory

So many times I thought about you,
So many times I tried to ask myself why.
Why this world took you away?
Why God let this to happen.

You were only eighteen,
When death spread her hands around you.
You just started your adult life,
You could tell what is right and what is wrong.

Your life was full of joy,
Even though so many people tried to ruin it.
I knew you for almost three years,
And I liked you a lot.

I never told you how much you mean to me.
I know I hurt you so many times.
I know I did not trust you.
I know I let you down.

But if I could turn back time,
I would change so much.
Going back to the times we spent on fighting,
I would let you explain.

I would listen and try to understand.
I am sorry for many things.
I feel loneliness thinking about you.
I wish you were here.

I wish I could tell you,
What I never did.
I miss you very much.
And I hope we will meet again.