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The lights were dim in my bedroom. It was a typical friday night for my roommate, and I at our apartment. Loud music, alcohol , and the "party room" hazy from too much marijuana smoke. All of our friends gathered at our place to party. Normally I was passed out in my room before it was halfway through.

Well, there I was laying on my bed, headphones blaring some local band my roommate dealt to. Then the door opened; remember now, I'm drunk, and just a bit out of it. Anyways, I was laying there, and in walks my roomies girl, Sasha. So I took off my headphones to ask her what she wanted. Now I take it from the way she was stumbling around and slurring her words as she asked where Matt was, that she was more out of it than I was.Knowing Matt, he was probably getting it on with some drunk college chick locked in the bathroom. But I told her he was making a beer-run.

Well, for some reason, she saw fit to come lay beside me on my bed.

"so..." she said hesitantly "why are you in here away from the party? You look so lonely in here by yourself."

These words struck a chord. I was lonely, ever since my break-up with Julia I had sunk inside my own little world, cutting myself off from everyone.

"I don't really know." I replied pausing for a moment to put feelings into words. "I've always just shied away from..."

That was all I got out before she kissed me. It was heaven, pure euphoria. I had never known that a touch of the lips between two people was capable of transmitting so many feeling. Bliss, wisdom, guilt, sadness, ignorance, denial, so many feelings flooding my soul.

Making unclear any thoughts in my head save for my next words, "oh my god I f***ing love you."

And that was it. Next thing I know we were all over each other, shirts, socks, every single article of clothing on both of us, we took it all off in a matter of seconds. No one else existed. We were wrapped up in our chaotic, psychotic, alcohol induced world. Two people, no longer capable of rational thought, Just giving in to animal instinct.