Jacob came into my life just 6 short years ago. Many a day have I questioned my decision |
Jacob came into my life just 6 short years ago. In that time he has managed to drive me to the brink of madness more than once. He has also been the reason that I have not completely given up on this crazy life of mine. Because of him I have learned to laugh through some very rough spots. When things were at the worse that they could possibly be and I wanted to just curl up in a corner some where and just die, he is the reason that I got up out of bed, and some how made it through the day. Many a day have I questioned my decision to have him in my life. But yet I am so very thankful that he is here to share it with me. He has made me see things in a different light too many times to count. He has also made me cry, yell, worry and even curse. Many days I can't wait for him to be out the door. But when it is time for him to come home I am happy to see him and have him tell me about his day. I hate the way I have to pick up after him. He never seems satisfied with anything that I do for him. And is a very picky eater. I love the way he gets excited about the simplest things and his bright blue eyes sparkle as he tells me about these things. I love the way my heart melts when he tells me that he is sorry. Most of all I love the way he tells me "I love you, Mom". |