| Consumes me Overpowers me Pushing in from every direction Darker than night could ever be Any shred of happiness long disintegrated My deepest worst fear multiplied by a hundred Running, yet arriving no where Begging, yet receiving no mercy Crying, yet not being heard Screaming, yet no one saves me And on, and on, and on, Never ceasing Killing me To terrible to be true, and yet so realistic. Awake To sweet, sweet safety Victory Drenched in sweat The realization that it was not as it seemed Shuddering Doing everything I can To push it from my soul Lock it out of my brain. Lost Close my eyes again, but They are ruined Scorched by the dreadful force All innocence has been stolen. A false sleep attempted Praying that next time will not come But the peace is short lived For another Relentless Unbearable Intolerable Nightmare Is waiting. And the night drags on. |