one has control

You Crazy girl, you see my pain, you know it's there, but you care not.
You wash your hands, you put it on me, you clean your Conscience of my grief.
How can one blame you, you who are so sweet, I'd give my life for you.
All I am is yours, I have nothing to hide from you, you can have it all,
my money, my clothes, my friends, my life.
But it does not matter. On the surface, you stand strong and pure,
but on the inside, your stair does burn deep, my flesh is scolded,
I cannot breath, your fire devours me.
I am dying in you, though my life lives, I am dead. Dead to the world.
You control me, you don't know your power, you don't know your pain
I am yours.  Take me, beat me, abuse me, use me, better to be used
loved or not, then to die alone.