Trigger warning |
I'm left alone in the fetal position Praying for this life to end I'm stuck in this hopeless condition Wondering if my life will ever begin I don't know why I feel so down But I found a way to disguise the pain I make sure that no one's around Then pick up the blade to escape the shame As I lay down to sleep I realize talk is cheap Words don't seem to kill my pain Am I the only one insane When mutilation breaks my skin That's when the healing can begin Is there room for a freak like me Who can't deal with the pain and misery Some cannot understand The pain I often feel inside Then I put the blade in my hand And brace myself for another ride As I lay down to sleep I realize talk is cheap Words don't seem to kill my pain Am I the only one insane When mutilation breaks my skin That's when the healing can begin Is there room for a freak like me Who can't deal with the pain and misery I feel the blood drip down my flesh I see it all through teary eyes It seems to release the stress But the pain never fucking dies As I lay down to sleep I realize talk is cheap Words don't seem to kill my pain Am I the only one insane When mutilation breaks my skin That's when the healing can begin Is there room for a freak like me Who can't deal with the pain and misery |