Confused truth

Something I wrote

  Away I drift from self and the endless fight.
  I let my mind float into the darkened night.
  Leaving myself dreaming of loniness and the dreamers plight.
  I never want to begin
  I never want to lose
  What life will the lonely dreamer choose?
  Never too much to gain
  not enough to misuse.
  Only a love of lonliness and people to be abused.
  All the while I sit here the one supposedly accused.
  My own innocence is lost to me left standing naked striped of integrity
  my flaws bright and shining.
  Here I am here I stand to be judged by you.
  With nothing left to say.......