Alone

My first attempt at anything bordering on poetry.

I sit here again; sit alone in my fears,
Of the day when you leave, I feel as it nears,
Such a dread and foreboding of life after you.
I can’t lvfe for one after living for two.
1 cup for tea, 1 plate for supper, 1 lonely soul
Stretched out on the sofa. One half not a whole
A couple together, but now so alone,
I wish you had said something so I had known
That you were gone all the time you were here
That a women miles away was oh so near.
Sitting in your heart next to me in our room
Three of us together, but just me full of gloom
Alone while with you, I can’t help but moan
Why couldn’t you tell me, I should have known
I feel so stupid telling you of my love for you
While you looked at me knowing that it was not true
That you didn’t love me back. I feel so blue
I am so full of dread of the future alone
I wish you were mine and all this was gone.