My Heart (Shallows and Sorrows)

Sitting, escaping the cold reality.
Listening, paitently.
Waiting...
Looking..
Searching every dark corner...
Every cranny in the depths of my soul even,
And still I wait.
Thinking, Dreaming...oh so deeply.
Putting my mind to ease...me to ease.
Drag after drag, pacing, frantic.
Hurting even...my heart, racing.
Contemplate...
Speculate...
Turning tides,
Thus undertow...
Ripping me...from me.
Tearing you...from...
Sitting...Waiting...Listening...Looking,
My heart.