My Heart (Shallows and Sorrows)

A poem about a girl I once loved and the hurt it caused.

Sitting, escaping the cold reality.
Listening, paitently.
Waiting...
Looking..
Searching every dark corner...
Every cranny in the depths of my soul even,
And still I wait.
Thinking, Dreaming...oh so deeply.
Putting my mind to ease...me to ease.
Drag after drag, pacing, frantic.
Hurting even...my heart, racing.
Contemplate...
Speculate...
Turning tides,
Thus undertow...
Ripping me...from me.
Tearing you...from...
Sitting...Waiting...Listening...Looking,
My heart.