lost love

why is love avoiding me

I have lost it,
I cant find it,
I look here,
I look there,
Love is all around me,
Yet it hates me,
Why cant I find it,
I look and I look,
She has it with him,
He has it with her,
I feel left out,
I have no doubt,
I will find it eventually,
I just miss it every day,
Will I find it soon,
Will I find it later,
I just hope I find it,
When I am young,
To grow old with it.