Inadequate

Hysteria overtakes my body
And I fall to the floor
I scream and pound my fists
I cannot take this anymore

My soul is torn to shreds
My beliefs are completely gone
I’m nothing but a hopeless case
Everything I do turns out wrong

My heart has turned to steel
Yet feelings still rage through
My insides are so mixed up
Everyday I find a problem with is new

I feel as if I’m inadequate
I can never do a thing right
Though I give it my all
My failures are always in my sight

I hope that one day
I will no longer be like this
That seems impossible though
Because every time I am, I miss