How can you be real to me

How can you be real to me
holding me in your arms kissing me under the
brightly light stars in the night sky caressing me
seeing the shimmering moon shine in those
beautiful gray eyes but how can you be real too me
for you are no more real then a flying ship up in the
sky no more real then a fairy tale of a boy who flys
you are not mine and i am not yours and as we embrace
i feel my self my real self slip away into a world where you
could be mine and i would be all yours only yours for more then
just one night were our love would meet not only with our eyes
hands and body but with the heart that beats despartly inside us
we would will ourselves to be real for one another will our arms to
show love to show warmth and as we make that journey of exploring
each other our bodies would lift to the very moon asending above
and behond the clouds of the night and as our bodies join
together and become more then two minds two bodies at that moment
we are one our love is complete and then we float down for the
very heavns slowly and with lonelines, we are filled with regert
no longer is the love we shared with our bodies real so tell me
please tell how, how can you my dear beautiful man a
man that has shared my bed and reached into my soul with his hands
holding my heart squeezing what little life i have left to give to the
world HOW CAN YOU BE REAL when my realty is just a dream how can we
be real when dreams are only shadows of what we ourselves want
need yern for but the one thing they are not and thats the one thing we
are not and that is to be real how can we how can you how can dreams
be real how can anything be as real as riding on the clouds as chaseing
the stars in the night sky kissing hugging loving and finally but not finally
asending from the warmth a warmth that can not will not be described
in mere words a warmth that at the moment feels so real from the tingle
of your toes to the end of your nose your body vibrates with this warmth
and even though i have sliped away from myself i still can feel this warmth
cover me in a wave. then without remorse without warning the warmth that
i felt has left and nothing but cold dark despire is waiting as our venture is over
and we come to the earth we separte our eyes no longer lock our hands no
longer touch no kissing no caressing no love is left just the bitter cold britle
harsh and unbending realty. thats when it hits us we cant be one we are not
joint we are not ment the floating the stars they just fade and the wave just
washs away passing over leaving me bare showing all the weaknes the pain
showing only whats not ment and whats not real so i ask one more time how
my darling how can you, I, us be as real as breeze be as real as the sea be as
real as love could ever be how can we be more then just what were ment to be to see more then were ment to see to love like were ment to love my love my lover the
man of my dreams please be real to me