Laughter

I laugh and laugh, for life has changed,
I am happy, for the structures in my mind tumbled away,
Life is unpredictable, who knew that,
This was the secret I never had,

I laugh and laugh, for I am out of solitude,
For I have friends, what I never anticipated,
I did not know the secret to this endowment,
I could not feel in my life this significant requirement,

I laugh and laugh, for I am not conservative anymore,
Do I care about the unreasonable conventions? Nevermore,
Why should I try to be someone else?
Through my soul, how did these beliefs pierce?

If everybody was decent to the mind of the brainless,
Life could never be worth living,
Since every person would be the same
What is the point in the creation of new people who came?

I let go of all the expectations,
I am myself,
Life happens only once,
These moments will never repeat years hence.