UNTITLED

It is so hard for a student like me to do heavy duties and responsibilities beyond my limitations and capabilities.
But why does they trusting in me? Even i don't meet their expectation and disappoint several of them. Yeah, they right, they expecting too much in me, that "i can....i can do that, but they are all WRONG. The truth is i am tired, I have to surrender everything! I need to give those chances of opportunities to other people who could make better and really more deserving than what i did.
I felt so depressive right now! I want to finished studying in college but i cant  do that with own my own, i need somebody to lean on his shoulder. But the irony is that, the one who is willing to to support me was also tired and need to surrender. Maybe because of he realized that nothing will happen to him in helping me.....so the result of these are I need to go on from the situation, from the facts that im always the loser and i am the one who need to stop.
There were times that i can solve the problems of other people, ill make them laugh during their sad times, I can give advice and options to those who are uncertain and unsure to what they going to do. All of those things are easy for me to handle but why I cant do that and apply to my own problem? Why does Im fear to face my own weaknesses thats why im the loser one again and again.....