Out of Time

Although we weren't as close
As you would've wanted
I'm grateful for the path you chose
I'm no longer haunted
By the life I would've led
And the abuse I would've endured
The pain I would've bled
A life so obscured
If it weren't for your generosity
I would've been a loser
Living as her atrocity
And her as my abuser
There's so much left to be said
And a lot to discover
Your face is in my head
Your life left to be unrecovered
I will always love you
And keep you close to my heart
A good talk was long overdue
But God made us part
We ran out of time
And I miss you so
Taking you should be a crime
And now I'll never know
The answers to questions
That only you know
I should've made more suggestions
On how to get closer to you

RIP Nine Faye Dutton

Janessa Lynn