Healing.

This was inspiered by the death of my grandfather a couple months ago.

Seems like no one cares anymore.
Seems like people have forgotten the pain dealt out.
Seems like you're a thousand miles away anymore.
Can't really grasp the feeling of pain.
So dull and throbbing it's almost not there...
And if I'm dreaming,
Why does it feel real?

I close my eyes and see all the times,
We laughed and shared the time together.
Yet time has ripped you from me in a most painful way.
Why do people have to die?
Why do I have to feel the pain of being alone?
I don't want to feel like this.
I hate feeling ike this.

People watch me as I sink down.
No one bothers to help me.
Everyone thinking of their own pain.
No one sees the others hurting.
Feels like I have a hole in my chest,
Never feels any better than this.

And now, as time passes me by,
The hole turns into a scar,
Still burning at your memory,
Still hurting me, though none can see,
No one helps what they can't heal...
I guess now I know just how they feel.