little sunshine: stranger and shy girl

Sweet Dreams, Little Sunshine

Hey, little girl...come over here.
Don't be scared... I don't bite or anything,
I just want to say I like your dress...that's all.
so, what ya doing here all by yourself?
You must be a naughty girl...huh?

Shrugging little girl, you just really don't know what you are huh?
How come you don't talk, you’re not stupid are ya?
No, I'm sure you’re not dumb
I bet your real smart aren't ya!

Why do you move like that when I tickle you?
You like it don't you?
Yeah, I can tell by the way you squirm and try to get away.
You like to play cat and mouse games huh, like hide and seek?
Yeah, I can tell that about you.

Did you know that you are the sunshine of my day?
You didn't know that... did you?
Ha, yep, sunbeams in your innocent eyes. Your silent talk is just what I love most about you, and even more than that I love that you don't really know how very special you are to me.
A rare jewel.
How does that make you feel, to be so special I mean, to be so beautiful and perfect just for me?
You understand, don't you? I knew ya would.

Wanna sit on my lap? ahh... don't be shy sweet one, you are far to important to me right now and I bet you trust me huh… huh? That little smile says it all.
I just wanna know what it feels like to hold the sunshine; I imagine it's delightful and yummy, like sugar. You like candy don't you? I know ‘I’ love candy.

I'll give you a piece, if you give me one, Deal? ... Ok, gooood girl, climb on. I will hug you tightly and tickle you so you can't play your naughty cat and mouse game, My little sunbeam, isn't naughty anymore, not with me.

Oh you're so good, you wiggle beautifully, and you make the sun rise! ...ahhh your pulling and pushing is delightful....I lovvvv your moans so quiet - ahhhhh ….ohhh… mmmmm. Sigh,    SILENCE

I don't want to play with you anymore little girl.

I'm finished with your naughty little ass. You did a bad thing...do you know that... little girl...no of course you don't, but you know now don't you?!

Your mom is worried sick about where you ran off to this time! You better run your bad little ass home now! And If I were you I'd be quiet and not say a word about coming here so ya don't get in any more trouble for what you've done!

Do you know what you did? You look surprised! You don’t know?! That's because you don't listen! I already told you.

Now go on home and wipe that dirty slime off your legs,
your momma will be mad at you if she sees what a mess you made of yourself....stupid, naughty, bad little girl...run along...and stop those tears! You don't even know what you're crying about...Go on...goodbye already!
You lied to me and never gave me any candy! A liar as well… humph!

                                    Inside little girls mind part II: voices speak fragmentation
Little girl block it. That didn’t happen sweet baby; it couldn't have.... make it disappear. You are magic you know! Baby mind take away all the memory, never takes away the pain or the shame. But you're not to blame...or am I? after all, I wasn't supposed to go there, my mommy told me not to talk to strangers, I didn't give him the candy I…. promised and it's true I am a stupid, bad girl that tells lies. Deep breathe child... IT DIDN'T HAPPEN… it wasn’t you… it wasn’t you… it wasn’t me… I didn’t do it!
A lie, worth believing in
                                          Sweet dreams………….



Draft one: parts to follow. Please feel free to comment. Rate and all that jazz!

please don't rate based on your opinion of the subject matter, I'd much rather you not rate and send me a review.  I understand to some this may be disturbing.....that IS the point of it. I didn't write this to make you feel good... please be respectful of my words and choice to make this a public view item. I had a hard time deciding to do that. It is stated what you are about to read in the title, don't read it if you think you can't handle it. This work is one piece of a series. I will be adding other characters to the childs life and yes she is a victim of much much more....to be clear this is real. here and now and is real in the past...my past. I'm not guessing I'm speaking truths unspoken. Thank you for commenting I do want to know your HONEST thoughts and feelings on this. I am suprised at how many people have read this and have said nothing. I'm not offended by what you say. I just don't like the rating system used as a weapon against the subject.

Roses and fairies exsist only if you take the time to see them.

LadySmitten

blessings....Namasta'