What Plan

I have to find a serious plan, It's all about a certain man.
Getting myself to understand, he's never gone to take my hand.
To keep myself from fantasizing, in my mind not recognizing.
I got to stop all this pretending, no way we'll have a happy ending.
My weaken mind, falling and sinking. I put him there without even thinking.
Now there trouble getting him out, my life now confuse, without a doubt.
Starring in his eyes,becoming lost. Showing all feeling at any cost.
My attraction became my weakest link. I think in my lost I couldn't blink.
I guess I'm just too old school. Feelings getting hurt is never cool.
No need for me to keep on trying. The pain too great, my heart keep crying.
There's still no plan, having to confess. Just hoped in writing I'll end this mess.
I put him there, I'll get him out. I believe I'll survive with him or without.
...........to be continued