I Miss You....

I can't help to think about you,
wondering how you are doing,
being apart from you is hard,
I have been missing you terribly.


Every special occasion that passes,
I still find myself starring,
at your picture.


Its hard not having you around,
to see your great grandchildren grow,
they are doing great I promise you,
but I'm not so well when I get to thinking.

I will always hold you close to my heart,
many memories we have together,
I'll never let them fade away,
some day I know we'll be together again.

I'm not sure how to say this,
I just cry when I think of you,
wanting you still here with me,
build puzzles and play cards.

You have good dance moves,
just thought I'd let you know,
I enjoyed it when we joked around,
it let me know you cared about me.

I see your smile when I look at the moon,
many times I wanted to tell you more,
more about me and about the kids,
but your memory of us faded with you.

You didn't recognize us at the end,
it hurt so much seeing you pass,
I felt the urge to keep you longer,
but I just couldn't stop god's will.

I hate this
I really hate this.
I hate good bye's
I can't stand them.
You were everything to me..
Everything.

I cry for you still
I just can't help it.
I know you are in heaven with family members
I guess I'm greedy
Cause I want you here so badly.


I have the dolphin clock you kept by your night stand
the one you promised to me when this day came
I treasure it with my life
Can you see me?
Can you hear me when I talk to you?

Take care please.....please...
I miss you....
Hopefully...when my day comes...
you will be waiting for me at the gates.

I love you.
Grammy.