Reasons

There are reasons to smile...
He's my reason to cry.
There are reasons to live...
He's my reason to die.

There are reasons I loved him...
He took those away.
There a reasons I hate him...
But I really can't say.

There are reasons he's beautiful...
She doesn't deserve him.
There a reasons he's lovely...
But she doesn't love him.

There are reasons I despise her...
But he could care less.
There are reasons I could hit her...
It's true... I confess.

There are reasons he's destroyed me...
But he doesn't care.
There are reasons he's crushed me...
Because he wasn't there.

There are reasons why he's one in a million...
I'll never find anyone better.
There are reasons she doesn't deserve him...
I wish he would forget her.

There are reasons why I bear these scars...
They remind me of the pain.
There are reasons why I can't let go...
I'll never see him again.

There are reasons why I pushed him away...
I could never speak my mind.
There are reasons why I couldn't talk...
It was words I failed to find.

There are reasons I can't bear his name...
It hurts my heart to hear it.
There are reasons why it's scarred my heart...
I wish I could forget it.

There are reasons why I write about him...
I write this to survive.
There are reasons he can never save me...
This is all that keeps me alive.