After another wild night in public. |
say hello to an unexpected nightmare everywhere she's there I don't care fills my head with enchanting thoughts leaves me in disgust mistrust distraught one night by myself was all I was after after nights in public filled with disaster not obeying my own intuitions not being held responsible for my reactions goading and swallowing every last drop turning around to hear my heart stop she's atop another man I'm heading for the door say nothing sailor and leave for a new shore (I know when I see too late the work of a whore) there was a punchdown at the general store and I don't think I want anymore throw a chair in a rage put the dog back in his cage pull my fears off the flagpole floored and unfulfilled while hearing woes wondering not too innocently or quietly cheapened falsified the self-induced proprietary wisdoms to remain exiled for fear of sin knowing it happened once it may happen again this house is not for sale not living here but just making bail am I too holed-up in the self-worth of my actions to fool myself into times of little satisfaction there was a punchdown at the general store and I don't think I want anymore lost in everyone else's fights I submerge plunging even deeper from mine with each urge a rant so epic in my head means little the course of life to most not brittle overcompensating with thought my day no way what to say nothing's in the way so honest as I smile hoping this conversation seems worthwhile all it does is label me a liar out from the frying pan into the fire my candy shell hides an evil center too scary for even myself at times to enter no one knows the dangers that are posed sorry folks the shop is closed there was a punchdown at the general store and I don't think I want anymore took a gun to class and went home dead still no one knew what I meant by what I said there was a punchdown at the general store and I know I don't want anymore make quick make sick gimme my licks and my fix get this whole situation over with |