No ratings.
god's tally |
game play i am the only one who will ever ever ever bring into this ever ever comtemplate this i am contemplating futures burning dying falling around me i am the only one who will ever understand ever understand what's in my in my in my head i shaking screaming back and forth arms wrapped around wounded knees i-- shuddering back and forth i-- i could tell you but i'd be afraid yes i could tell you but i'd be ashamed i don't know how much longer i can take can't stand anymore i can't stand anymore i the corners of my bed reak they reak of fear and panic panic is all i know it's all i've ever taken hold dear god i've been in this so long this fight so long i'm fighting the broken ones and here i am alive standing in rubble the burning rubble of catastrophe and horrificness and you may say i've won but all that's ever brought me all that's ever brought me is self-guilt because i haven't no i haven't haven't haven't i am not a winner between broken planks of rubble while you are lounging in the sky lounging away up high you are watching me watching the way you always used to do i DESPISE YOU but i guess it's safe to say you won because i'm still here and i still see you in my dreams and you-- you are far away from these means. |