Going on to the next phase in life without bringing too much with me. |
my memory serves me when I least expect it to and fails me when I need it most NO ONE THINKS LIKE I DO AND IT SCARES ME no one's as ashamed as I am and it's coming to label me if I would like they would if I could like they could if we all were as everyone else was we could all be something better than the next big thing always searching for a friend never having a point to contend asking then grabbing pushing then pulling still I'm not having any fun what is it that I've become one day late and a dollar to my name why is it always the same faculties painting the picture of my sense that tell me I know nothing less WHAT CAN I DO TO EXTOLL YOU WHAT CAN I DO TO BANISH YOU WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR ME TO BREAK ME FROM ALL THE MISUSE I have learned from you and all the issues I have from you no doubt no doubt no doubt this is what it's about what I'm all about friends may come and friends may go and I may stomp on those I know those who know me better know that I have better places to go THAN HERE ...feel no pain I will feel no pain... the choices I have are refreshing but the end result is so similar so simple so diverse yet entertaining because I know the answers but enjoy the missing out of what I'm losing taking the PLUNGE THE AIR HITS ME BEFORE I HIT ANYTHING ELSE AND I NEED TO RELAX but I NEED TO HIT EVERYTHING BEFORE I hit the ground skyyyyyyyydiiiiiiivinnnnng lower me lower me down to the GROUND why do I I I why do YOU... ... complicating special phrases that turn this all back around at you gather your badgering and gather your instincts and take your loaded questions somewhere where they can't be heard your babbling brooks cannot compare to the babblings in my aura one that you don't have besides the homely glow of $$ that shines in you when you have none this is my turn to say goodnight my IM signoff because I never know how to say goodnight prop er ly I WANT TO LEAVE ON GOOD TERMS not just some made up jargon peace and love remember me tomorrow I can't fall asleep I'm tired of being taken care of and taking care of everyone else if they would like I would if they could like I could over and over and over in my head I just want to sleep one night through without having to take the world with me |