We cannot help who we love; the heart wants what it wants. |
His voice falls sweet upon my ear As he bends his breath around my name, Unaware he's set my soul to trembling- His eyes a blend of slate and ice Twinkling as he looks my way- His gaze meets mine, setting my heart afire And I fear in my eyes he may see All that I feel, for none but he. He laughs, and all is right in my world- He hurts, and I hurt with him. Every beat of my heart cries his name- The slightest brush of his skin against mine Leaves my knees weak, yet I long for more. I ache for just one sweet, lingering kiss- To feel the strength of his arms around me His heart, pressed so near to mine. Must love be so damned hard- I want, need, love this single, beautiful man Yet to keep him near, I must not reveal The truth behind every word I speak. I lie awake with thoughts filled with love Asleep, I dream once more of he Who holds my heart in aching thrall Though he remains unaware of all The power, the hold he has o'er me. O fool heart, how can one ungainly woman such as I In loving a beautiful soul, a man such as he Ever hope for more than this- To win his heart- To gain his love? ~written 4/8/08 This good friend of mine knows of my interest in him as more than a friend, and has mutual interest as well, yet is unsure of his exact feelings for me. I don't know if I should tell him how deeply my feelings truly do run for him. What do you think? |