Flashback

Don't you just hate those flashbacks.

They just attack you out of the blue
Making you feel so glum
And when you are through
You're just filled with gloom.

I was just clicking away on facebook and a particular profile caught me eye. It made me reminisce and wish for something so elusive... that flew out of my grasp three years ago. I wished with all my heart that he was the one God chose for me, but I guess God has other plans for the both of us. Even as I recollect the stuff we did together, how we used to know what was on each other's mind without saying a word, how it just felt so right and good when we hung out, I feel an enveloping sadness at what could have and should have been.

Uttering his familiar name when looking at his page, just brings on a whole myriad of feelings. I know I should stay my mouse, but yet, I can't help myself, and with a sigh, I added him.