Things I Was Meant To Loose

I put up a hard fight
when the world took away my fairytale
I held on with both hands
clutching them to my chest
The world said "Just give it to me,
they'll never come true"
my clutch got lose, but I still held on.
As Long As I Could.
Until one day there was a huge crack
that was louder than any sound I will ever hear again.
My heart broke.
& with teary eyes
I handed over my dreams to the
world, who tore them apart.
In exchange I got some bricks
to build a wall around my heart
& some cement to make sure it never comes down.
I felt powerful,
power like I never had before
and I liked it
And gave into it.
The world said
"see I told you it would feel better didn't I"!?
I gave a half smile and nodded my head.
The words "Nobodys Perfect" never
ever sounded, ... so clear.
I looked over to God and said
"Ok...now what"?
And without a word He put His hand
on my back & lead me to a place for us to talk alone.
He showed me another kind of
happiness I could chase on earth
And promised I'd be content.
Then He pulled out from behind his back
what I had handed over to the world,
my heart, now broken
my fairytale,
my innocence.
He said "These things are meant for Me,
In My hands they will never break..
I promise I'll work on fixing this,
And you can have it back again someday, soon. I Promise"