is dead near

am here in this cell board out of my mind what else to do, i have benn left behind forgotten by society,i have seen my family backs turn on me.what more could happen i already lost everything my love,my child growth,when is death coming for me am ready i have been judge turn into a animal ,the worst , i beg death come for me i have nothing to fight for here i'm give the light or darkness but do something am tire of nothing.