Why am I Crying?

A poem about sadness and rejection

Why am I crying?

Why is every memory I have about her turning from joy to sadness, from pleasure to pain?

Why does my heart pound like a drum in my chest whenever I am in her presence?

Why is the pain that I am imagining becoming real?

Why am I shaking?

Isn't there a way to stop?

Is there something that can happen, something someone can do, to fix this feeling of mine?



Why do I feel empty?

Why do I feel like I can't do anything about this, feel helpless?

Why can't I do my normal things without thinking of her?

Can she fix this?

Will she?



Why am I still in love?

Why do I still care?

Why can't I get over her?


Why was I crying?