twenty five flights of baby steps and still, I cannot find you. Behind a screen the mother of all liars hides you in the last room I will ever search. The page waits— Oh Daughter of Imagination— for your fingers to speak those words your mind denies you. Reach inside your voice that dark, crowded place and count yourself out… One, two three tongues that smell the difference between the teacher and the taught. The wall is lined with masks and while silence sits in the corner the face called wife cracks a smile and her sister wipes the last tear into the first bottle of light And so it is with this strange blend of Johnson and Johnson that I shampoo the white wash from my lungs stand up catch my breath and shout from the shaky bottom of another day. As one final drop of truth slips up and out of this hole, between my toes the ground works itself I finish the sentence and jump off… |