love blinds

This seems crazy,
It's all to weird,
For you to be lazy,
Up til' I disappear,
You said we wouldn't make it,
Life was just to hard,
I tried my best to shake it,
But I drew my last card,
So I left to florida with my duffle bag and purse,
Waiting for your call expecting (of course ) the worse,
And when the phone rang,
I couldnt believe my ears,

"why'd you go...dang"
"I miss you,my dear"

I know what your doing ,
This isn't all that fair,
It's my heart that your screwing,
So please don't you dare,
You take my love and use it,
Getting all you can,
You toss it and abuse it,
And your supposed to be my man?

You say your building our home,
Making a place for me,
Well home is where I left from,
When you wanted me to be free,

My feelings for you are harmful,
To my body and my mind,
I love you more than armfuls,
And it's put me in a bind,

I know that I'm in love with you,
And can't see threw the painted glass,
I just dont know what to do,
I feel like such an ass.