No love God ever made

I’m fighting shadows on the street
And voices in my head
For all the pain I suffer
The mental scars they differ
I left one, because I cried too much
And now I’m broken by another’s touch
All I want is someone with stories to trade
But there’s no love, that God ever made

I’m scared to lose her
I’m reminded by lonely nights
Her deadly smile, she used to entice
Despite her evil looks, she hasn’t any vice
She is an angel, with too much to do
I wait for her to finish, I pray I make it through
Because all I want is a happy ending, surely I have paid
But sadly for me, there’s no love, God has ever made

I’m a broken man now
Tired, wasted, and mad
Hope is all I have, hidden behind a mask of sorrow
For every day that pass’s, at least I have tomorrow
Please come and save me, from my bitter heart
I can’t keep talking to four walls, please no more time apart
Someone to call my own, and memories kept from the shade
Please don’t tell me there’s no love, that God has ever made

I’m dying on the inside
And it’s showing on the out
I’m trapped in my own head, and every day now drags
Life in slow motion, and then on top it lags
I want to make you happy; I want you to love me back
For this I’ll beg forever, and get my life on track
But no matter what I do, I always feel betrayed
I wish there was a Love, which God himself had made