As she sits and stares at all the people She wants to be famous She wants people yelling her name and wearing her clothes Following her love interests She wants to pretend to be everything she isn’t like she has all her life She can remember all the times she has cried there in that room With all the posters staring All those people on her walls She can remember all the fights All the horrifying years But she will never speak of them For if she does that means they were real She can remember his looks His touch His kiss His movements Everything. The love they shared was one in a million… Or so she thought Only to realize it was all fake Six months later only to realize she was a fool She doesn’t matter anymore to him But he will live with her forever Haunting her heart She hates her photographic memory it only makes things worse Not much to do And nowhere to go She has nothing left to do but cry All she wants is someone to listen and care She cant take the people who try and make their problems see worse She just needs people to really love her and care She has been there for so many She has befriended the friendless She has helped those in need All she wants is for some one to listen Someone not to be mad at her or hate her Someone just to let her cry on their shoulder She needs someone to hold her She needs someone who won’t choose dumb things over her Someone she doesn’t have to worry about hurting her 24/7 She feels stuck in the room she is in There is no way out The only one who holds the key to let her out she hasn’t found She is torn and more than broken She has repeated the same mistakes She can’t find where she really should be No one to dry her tears No one to tell her she is beautiful No one to tell her everything will be okay because they are there And no one to pick up her cold body off the stained hardwood floor She will lay there and cry until someone saves her Or she cries herself to death So much hate, so many lies, so much hurting, For such a young girl. Save her if you can!!! |