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Monday, July 21, 2008 What Is Possible I was just thinking how I could create this blog to represent my ongoing spiritual growth. Once in a blue moon my mind gets an idea and says, "Why not?". So, I've decided to pretend this space, this virtual page is much more than a visual display of words. This is my spirit. My consciousness expanding. The place I can see clearly through the physical, the mental and emotional challenges of life. Wading upwards, from the muck of the physical floor, the heaviness of my body. The incapacity to breathe. Holding my breath. No oxygen. Just survival recognition. I look up, jump off the abyssmal bottom of the physical connection to my ocean floor... There is hope. My body is moving upward. It feels less heavy. I move my arms and legs. Figure out what works. I use my mind to create better ways of moving. I can swim faster, smoother. My ego applauds my efforts. I feel lighter. I see more light above. It is enticing. It is frustrating. I want to move even faster. I cry at the limitations of the mind, no matter how I move, I am not free. I am not happy. I just want to get as high as I can. I go through all emotions, trying them out. Some release expectations. Others make me enjoy my journey upward; however long it takes. The light above is joyful now. I like how the dark and light shades of water mingle. The currents push each other, creating waves expanding around me. I create a wave with my hand that expands and extends as I get closer to my spirit. I effect change upon everyone and everything in the ocean. I become conscious. I am joyful. I accept peace as my lungs run out of air, yet realize they didn't really NEED it. I am thankful, appreciate the beautiful view and then the burst of true, pure sunlight on my being as I do take my first breath into this new realization. The air is different than I expected. Blissful! Relieving. Even here, in sunlight and oxygen, I understand there are many more levels to enlightenment. But I love where I am. It's my spirit filling my mind and body with rememberance! I know myself! I am myself. I AM SPIRIT. I am one of many. We are all one. I am the God within me. I am CREATOR! I love creating! I want more! What is possible? What can I become conscious of? Is there no limit? No limit to consciousness? How wonderful! How perfect! FREEDOM! Is this the path to enlightenment? Gratitude. Love. Joy. Peace. Enlightenment. Do these really need labels? I guess if words help. Until I become conscious with mind's eye. With my SPIRIT. I AM THAT I AM. Thank You to our CREATOR. I look forward to continuing creation with my Spirit. The spirit you created. The one that will continue to create other creations...and those creations are energetically conscious. The CREATOR serves to expand the consicousness of his Creations, and we serve to expand the consciousness of our creations. There is no end to consciousness. Consciously Yours, Quantumly Conscious |