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So many questions deep inside,

Oh how hard they are to hide,

I can't tell anyone they won't understand,

I wish someone would just lend me a hand.



You say it's hard to lend a hand when you don't know,

Especially what I'm going through,

well maybe if you give me time,

I will tell end up telling you.



Don't rush me that just makes me mad,

I'm tired of always pretending to be glad,

I don't know what else to do,

Maybe I should get help from you.



You have questions now I'm sure,

but not really sure how to ask me,

Oh my gosh this is so hard,

Why can't you see?



I'm tired of being just a happy face,

I'm not always happy in every place,

I smile alot it gets me far,

farther then the real me ever got me before.



What is going on inside your head?

I bet that now you wish I were dead,

always complaining about having to be fake,

well ya know what I dunno how much more I can take.