Just So You Know

I HATE the way you say my name
Like iron grating steel
An earthquake in my battered mind
My icy blood congeals

I HATE the way you purse your lips
Look down on me and say
I never will be good enough
Then flounce the other way

I HATE the way you think that you
Have every single right
To slap my face and call me names
I'm not allowed to fight

I HATE the way you curse and swear
Throw tantrums like a child
Tear at you hair and stomp your feet
Your maddened eyes grow wild

I HATE the way you paste a grin
Across your lying face
When neighbors come or friends drop in
To hide your sore disgrace

I hate your smirk, I hate your walk
The way you laugh, the way you talk
I wish someday you'd rot in hell
I'd worship on the ground you fell