Despondency

For the Talent Pond's Carnival

Beads of sweat form on my forehead,
As I cling to my bygone days.
Your love I ponder on with dread.

I look at the dark clouds overhead
Your memories haunt me and faze.
Beads of sweat form on my forehead.

Sunny thoughts allure me ahead
When I mull over vindictive ways.
Your love I ponder on with dread.

My emotions for you are dead.
I curse my purblind love and craze.
Beads of sweat form on my forehead.

A raging storm rises with words unsaid.
No gentle breeze fondles me with gentle sways.
Your love I ponder on with dread.

The light ray hides behind clouds widespread.
Deep agony on my face splays.
Beads of sweat form on my forehead.
Your love I ponder on with dread.

Form: Villanelle
Prompt:sweat, cling, clouds, ray and breeze