love and pain

its very painful ...that u see ur love..

go faraway from u..

and u r dieing inside..

but u smile n his face.. every time he looking back ..

ur heart is bleeding...but u encourage him to get over u ...

how much painful is that... when u know his future is not with u..

and u wish the happieness 4 him...and u wont b a part of it...

sleepless visit u alot n ur nights...make u wounder if ..u r n his mind as he is...

is he even care...or ..u spend ur feeling 4 some one not deserve..

and ur mind will back to u with fact thati..u love him any way..

maybe u thought that ..u can suspend ur heart but.. how can u stop its beeting...

and he is the beet..........