I Tried

i tried my hardest every day
and still i die inside
i dont deserve to take this crap
why did this have to happen
is there any way i can take it all back
will someone help me through this
well now its too late
i cant take this pain any more
i quit, i refuse to go on
must i take this blade to my wrist
with two slow, deep cuts
i slice open my main vein
i sit there staring at the wall
feeling absolutely nothing at all
will there be a consequence
or will i finally be gone
after a while my eyes close
and i hope to never be remembered