THE EVIL CONSPIRATORS...

THE EVIL CONSPIRATORS!

Mad at the world
When it's FAMILY that showed me deceit.
Lead me under false pretences,
That they would be here for keeps!

Mad at the world....
All my fury came from the root.
My foundation, the beginning of it all,
Now here comes the truth.

In my life, when I have been hurt the most,
It appears to be coming from my bloodline...
I try not to believe it,
... but it happens one more time!

When I became pregnant,
Yeah, I was a very young age.
My own flesh and blood spreading rumors "she don't know who her baby daddie is"
I CONTEMPLATE MY RAGE!

I was bloody on the corner one day,
Getting beat down by my babies dad..
My first cousin walked right past me....
He smirked, giggled then laughed.

When I am in the room with my sibling,
I ask you a question... You can't seem to hear...
She asked you something shortly thereafter, you answer...???
I guess she spoke a little more clear.

When my oldest daughter turned thirteen,
There was a rumor going around...
started by... you guessed it A FAMILY MEMBER..
They made sure they help put it all over town!!

MAD AT THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't take this anymore!!
NO LONGER CAN I TOLERATE THE FAMILY...!
This I know for sure!

They never liked my kids,
It became obvious after a while.
You told me they were being "disrespectful" to you,
I yelled at them.... YOU SMILED??...

When I was rock bottom
Unable to reach my peak....
You loved every waking moment...
Now I am a SUCCESS STORY... you refuse to speak??..!!

When my fist marriage ended,
To me it wasn't all that bad.
My phone rang off the hook that day,....
Your intentions were not to comfort me, but to make me feel oh so sad.

When you wouldnt let your daughter over my home
to play with my children,you know, have a nice time....
BECAUSE OF THE WAY HER FATHER FELT ABOUT ME????!!!
I still to this day do not understand why...

I remember it like yesterday,
you came to my house....
When I was on welfare with NOTHING,
You laughed and pointed everything out.

You snatched up my son,
I thought you were "SCHOOLING" him to do the right things??...
Instead you turned him on to some bullshit..
Left me struggling to get him clean!

MAD AT THE WORLD?!!
Why should I be?
MY FAMILY IS BURYING ME ALIVE
with all the gossip ,rumors and deceit.

I WILL NO LONGER BE UPSET..
ALLOW THEM TO TAKE MY JOY AND PRIDE!!
There is a whole entire world out there I can lean on..
AS FOR FAMILY.. I WILL LET IT RIDE!


It is so evident now

SO TRANSPARENT... NOW I CAN SEE!!!!
Family is the world I am mad at!!
as for now.. I will have to let them be!

THE DEFINITION I KNOW OF FAMILY???
Let's see.. togetherness?? NO MORE
FAMILY MEANS TOGETHERNESS ALRIGHT
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THE EVIL CONSPIRATORS!